Before we see the stars darkness must fall.
When it did I wrote a blog.
In September 2008 my daughter went to school. What happened when she arrived left her in fear for her life. Too terrified to return home. Refusing contact with everyone she knew. After a year of refusing to deal with life threatening abuse the system turned to me. Saying that it was myself that caused my daughter harm, by my "unusual" spiritual beliefs. Beliefs rooted in "Conversations with God" by NDW. Beliefs that professionals could not say what they actually involved. Beliefs of being personally responsible for our experiences, connected to all things as one. Belief in Love.
In a violation of Human Rights my daughter was removed from my care and her abusers sent home from court. Leaving a child in the hands of her perpetrators, and out of her Mother's arms. Leaving a Mother hoping they never found out the real journey we had been on. A Journey that took us both through incredible spiritual awakenings. Bringing experiences of demons, angels, aliens and god, along with many unanswered questions to our door. Leaving me as a Mother wondering when and how to discuss our life together. But the choice was removed. Along with my child, who was led to believe that my belief in creation made me dangerous and ill. Our bond of love and incredible experience was ridiculed and made wrong. Stamping on a Mother's broken heart, taking out her child.
Life was no longer what I had lived and believed it to be. My rights were violated, my body assaulted, my daughter abused and professionals would not assist. I discovered other families were also loosing their children in violations by child protection officers and family courts. Silenced by threats of imprisonment and discredited by false diagnoses of mental illness. Abusing medicine to obtain control.
I entered a world that I could not believe. One that only I could set myself free from.
After an emergency court hearing shut down my website. Court papers were thrown in the garden prohibiting me from speaking out, and everything I did was used as evidence in court. The only place left that I could safely speak was to myself on a secret blog. A blog that when discovered by hungry solicitors was also brought into court.
A blog named Woo is the journal of a Mother waking up in hell, trying to making peace with the devil himself, and the other things that go bump in the night.
A Journal of a girl, moving through this world as a Woman, a Mother and deeply impacted Spiritual Child. Trying to figure it all out. Making love with pirates on the way.
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
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