Conversations with Guv

THE BLAME GAME part 1

Kos: There’s a big difference between knowing something intellectually and really digging it. Here’s an example.

Around 2007 I started to understand on an intellectual level about the link between physical health and emotions. I was rather shocked to read that most of our physical problems and ailments are actually mirrors of emotional trauma trapped inside us that have not been healed.

I started to integrate this belief into my essence because I understood that if I don’t seriously address my emotional imbalance then I will sooner or later end up in hospital with a physical problem.

This knowledge set me on a path to investigate how to heal my emotional hurt.

Ego: I remember very well when you would be in so much pain that you would run to bed, hide away for 12 hours and waken up the next morning able to resume functioning in 3d reality.

Guv: Yes you have come a long way from there but Kos – you fill the readers in - on the sequence of events and I think many of them will be able to relate to your story.

Conversations with Guv

Kos: Ego have you noticed that many of those 60's and 70's songs playing on the radio sound so different now?

Ego: Yes I notice your heart is crying for joy. Why is that?

Kos: Well firstly I am paying more attention the words,

secondly I interpret the conversation as more of a 3-way conversation between my male part, my female part and my Guv inside the heart rather than the more conventional 2-way conversation between 2 human lovers that I related to, over last decades,

and thirdly I can now feel the pure unconditional love emanating from the singer that I never was able to feel before!

Ego: Very compelling? Let’s ask Guv for his take on it.

Guv: You know music is frequency and love is frequency – consider that all that unconditional love was pouring out along, but the frequency of you Kos was not at a sufficient to resonate with it.

Congratulations to both of you – you Kos have done a lot of inner work over the last two years especially and now Ego is taking time off from his busy 24/7 schedule to tune in to us. But guys we need to get up early tomorrow morning – let’s pack it up for the night.

We are driving along - The sheego

We are driving along - The sheego (student ego is driving)

Guv is in the back seat and Kos (the consciousness of the owner of the vehicle) is moving it's focus as heeThis is the part 2 of my vehicle analogy

KOS: I'ma bit scared - you are going too fast

HEEGO: You have trusted me for the last 40 years - what is the panic now?

KOS: I forgot that GUV is wide awake in the back and he can give us a shortcut to take all this pressure off

GUV: I'm here guys just tell me if you want a gentle shortcut or a dramatic one

Hey all you creative wordsters - who can venture the next sound byte?

Conversations with Guv

Kos: Ego have you noticed that many of those 60's and 70's songs playing on the radio sound so different now?

Ego: Yes I notice your heart is crying for joy. Why is that?

Kos: Well firstly I am paying more attention the words,

Secondly I Interpret the Conversation as more of a 3-way Conversation Between my male part, my female part and my Guv Inside the Heart Rather Than the more Conventional two-way Conversation Between two human Lovers That I related to, over last Decades,

and thirdly I can now feel the pure unconditional love emanating from the singer that I never was able to feel before!

Ego: Very compelling? Let's ask Guv for his take on it.

Guv: You know-music love is frequency and is frequency - Consider That all That Unconditional Love Pouring Out Along Tyler, But the frequency of you Kosat a Tyler not Sufficient to Resonate with it.

Congratulations to Both of you - you Koshave done a lot of inner work over the last Two years Especially now and Ego is Taking time off from His busy 24 / 7 schedule to Tune in to us. But guys we need to get up early tomorrow morning - let's pack it up for the night.

Conversations with Guv

Student Ego: I'm integrating the notion that I'm not alone anymore and there's some real help available in the back seat

Guv: Ego you have have conditioned for thousands of lives to fear other humans and to look over your shoulder at the slightest prompt. Consider that this behaviour no longer serves you. My job is to teach you that you can start trusting in the Universe again

Kos: Where do I fit in - in all of this?

Guv: Everytime Ego learns to trust - you integrate that so you are witnessing how Ego is starting to become aligned with Laws of the Universe.

Kos: Let's pull in at the next service station - I need a snooze